So, yesterday I wrote about the situation with my friend’s birdbath. It can be read about here.
Well of course I overreacted. She wasn’t hinting all along that she needed her birdbath back. She wanted a new one that was all. She said she would have asked for it back if she wanted it but she gave it to me as a present for helping her and it was mine to keep. I still expressed my embarrassment at being clueless and not bringing the subject up but she never thought about it for a second.
Why does my mind always go to the negative and assume the worst? I was so worried she thought I was so insensitive and clueless. I ended up having a panic attack and everything, all brought on by my negative thinking. My stomach was in knots and I couldn’t eat unless it was junk food it seems. Hindsight is 20/20. Still had to take an emergency Clonazepam for 2 days now and still feel bad about the whole thing.